Fic Year In Review Meme
Dec. 31st, 2016 07:58 pm( List of Fic Posted This Year )
Total number of fics: 12 fics and 17 drabbles (and also some secret drabbles)
Total word count: 186,452 (plus the drabbles)
Longest posted fic: Stranger, at 71,761 words (which also makes it my longest fic ever)
Percentage of fics started and completed in 2015: Hahahaha, don't even ask.
Characters (posted fic only):
• Most common narrator: Lu Han (6), closely followed by Minseok (5)
• Most common character: Minseok if you count the parts of Give and Take separately. Otherwise, Lu Han and Minseok are tied at 11.
• Most common pairing: I'll give you three guesses and the first two don't count.
Favorite: It's a tough competition between my two longfics, but probably A World Like None That You've Ever Known.
Most popular: Stranger is quite possibly my most popular fic ever, though it's a bit hard to tell with the shift from posting on LJ to AO3.
Most underappreciated by the universe: I guess Hold Me, my kinkfest Baeksoo, but nothing really stood out as underappreciated this year.
Most fun to write: Moonlight Thunder, because snarkily making Lu Han's life hard is my favorite pastime.
“Holy crap that’s wrong even for you”: Probably the alien threesome with tentacles and other weirdness, though I think it's not actually that weird in the grand scheme of alien sex. XD;;
Hardest to write: Definitely Stranger. Suspense plots are a huge struggle for me, and it was also tough to do a slow build of the general plot and the romance without (I hope) getting boring, and just to figure out all the pesky details.
Easiest to write: Any one of those short Xiuhan porn thingies.
The story that made you cry: I don't think I actually cried, but I made myself pretty sad with some parts of A World Like None That You've Ever Known.
Did you take any writing risks this year? What did you learn from them?: I challenged myself with the suspense/mystery aspect of Stranger and also just writing an actually novel length fic. I learned that I like to make my life difficult. XD But also that usually I can meet challenges if I set my mind to it and have nice friends to help me when I get stuck.
Do you have any writing goals for the new year?: I have one longfic project I'd really like to tackle next year. My long-term goal is also to finally be brave enough to tackle original fic in earnest, which I may end up doing with this idea depending on how things go.
Total number of fics: 12 fics and 17 drabbles (and also some secret drabbles)
Total word count: 186,452 (plus the drabbles)
Longest posted fic: Stranger, at 71,761 words (which also makes it my longest fic ever)
Percentage of fics started and completed in 2015: Hahahaha, don't even ask.
Characters (posted fic only):
• Most common narrator: Lu Han (6), closely followed by Minseok (5)
• Most common character: Minseok if you count the parts of Give and Take separately. Otherwise, Lu Han and Minseok are tied at 11.
• Most common pairing: I'll give you three guesses and the first two don't count.
Favorite: It's a tough competition between my two longfics, but probably A World Like None That You've Ever Known.
Most popular: Stranger is quite possibly my most popular fic ever, though it's a bit hard to tell with the shift from posting on LJ to AO3.
Most underappreciated by the universe: I guess Hold Me, my kinkfest Baeksoo, but nothing really stood out as underappreciated this year.
Most fun to write: Moonlight Thunder, because snarkily making Lu Han's life hard is my favorite pastime.
“Holy crap that’s wrong even for you”: Probably the alien threesome with tentacles and other weirdness, though I think it's not actually that weird in the grand scheme of alien sex. XD;;
Hardest to write: Definitely Stranger. Suspense plots are a huge struggle for me, and it was also tough to do a slow build of the general plot and the romance without (I hope) getting boring, and just to figure out all the pesky details.
Easiest to write: Any one of those short Xiuhan porn thingies.
The story that made you cry: I don't think I actually cried, but I made myself pretty sad with some parts of A World Like None That You've Ever Known.
Did you take any writing risks this year? What did you learn from them?: I challenged myself with the suspense/mystery aspect of Stranger and also just writing an actually novel length fic. I learned that I like to make my life difficult. XD But also that usually I can meet challenges if I set my mind to it and have nice friends to help me when I get stuck.
Do you have any writing goals for the new year?: I have one longfic project I'd really like to tackle next year. My long-term goal is also to finally be brave enough to tackle original fic in earnest, which I may end up doing with this idea depending on how things go.
My ever expanding longfics
Sep. 15th, 2016 08:50 amTitle: Stranger
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Warnings: minor character death, lots of deception (due to undercover work), non-graphic violence
Summary: Minseok has spent his whole life training to be the perfect spy. On his first mission, infiltrating a university to protect a student, he learns that his training hasn't prepared him for the hardest part of being undercover: people.
Author's Note: Many thanks to Mich for the excellent prompt and for bearing with me taking forever to write it. Thank you also to Difa, Gwynn and Jae for handholding and saving me when I got stuck. <3 If you follow me on Twitter or keep up with AO3, you've seen this already, but now that posting is complete, I'm linking it here too.
( There's no point in someone like him thinking about being ordinary... )
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Warnings: minor character death, lots of deception (due to undercover work), non-graphic violence
Summary: Minseok has spent his whole life training to be the perfect spy. On his first mission, infiltrating a university to protect a student, he learns that his training hasn't prepared him for the hardest part of being undercover: people.
Author's Note: Many thanks to Mich for the excellent prompt and for bearing with me taking forever to write it. Thank you also to Difa, Gwynn and Jae for handholding and saving me when I got stuck. <3 If you follow me on Twitter or keep up with AO3, you've seen this already, but now that posting is complete, I'm linking it here too.
( There's no point in someone like him thinking about being ordinary... )
Title: Everybody Wins
Pairing(s): Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3600
Warnings: genderswap (both characters), toys, large amounts of oral sex, three paragraphs of face sitting
Summary: There's a game Lu Han likes to play, and the name of the game is How Many Times Can I Make Minseok Orgasm In One Round Of Sex?
Author's Notes: I don't even know. (But thank you to J for encouragement. <3)
( She really just loves making Minseok come, and that's the whole point of this game... )
Pairing(s): Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3600
Warnings: genderswap (both characters), toys, large amounts of oral sex, three paragraphs of face sitting
Summary: There's a game Lu Han likes to play, and the name of the game is How Many Times Can I Make Minseok Orgasm In One Round Of Sex?
Author's Notes: I don't even know. (But thank you to J for encouragement. <3)
( She really just loves making Minseok come, and that's the whole point of this game... )
*insert clever post title here*
Jul. 17th, 2016 09:48 pmTitle: Give and Take
Pairing(s): Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4797
Warnings: strangely vanilla D/s dynamics, bondage, praise kink, obedience kink, mild orgasm denial, toys, totally consensual prostitution
Summary: Contrary to what Lu Han thought, it's not his dominance he wants to explore. Minseok gives him what he didn't know he needed.
Author's Notes: Additional chapters (featuring other Minseok pairings) can be found here on AO3. Thank you to J and K for handholding/betaing/inspiration. <3
( When he first came to Minseok, Lu Han said he was interested in exploring dominance and submission... )
Pairing(s): Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4797
Warnings: strangely vanilla D/s dynamics, bondage, praise kink, obedience kink, mild orgasm denial, toys, totally consensual prostitution
Summary: Contrary to what Lu Han thought, it's not his dominance he wants to explore. Minseok gives him what he didn't know he needed.
Author's Notes: Additional chapters (featuring other Minseok pairings) can be found here on AO3. Thank you to J and K for handholding/betaing/inspiration. <3
( When he first came to Minseok, Lu Han said he was interested in exploring dominance and submission... )
Finally, a Baeksoo fic
Jul. 1st, 2016 09:25 pmTitle: Hold Me
Pairing(s): Kyungsoo/Baekhyun
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3962
Warnings: the telekinetic equivalent of bondage, blindfolding and gagging, an incredibly tiny bit of telekinetic breathplay, orgasm denial/edging, D/s elements, Baekhyun's oral fixation, toys
Summary: Tonight, Baekhyun finally finds out what Kyungsoo and his telekinetic powers are capable of—and boy, does he like it.
Author's Notes: Originally posted here at![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
playboys0408. Thank you to the mods, to Difa, and to Baekhyun for being easy.
( Baekhyun can't move. He literally can't move a muscle. )
Pairing(s): Kyungsoo/Baekhyun
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3962
Warnings: the telekinetic equivalent of bondage, blindfolding and gagging, an incredibly tiny bit of telekinetic breathplay, orgasm denial/edging, D/s elements, Baekhyun's oral fixation, toys
Summary: Tonight, Baekhyun finally finds out what Kyungsoo and his telekinetic powers are capable of—and boy, does he like it.
Author's Notes: Originally posted here at
playboys0408. Thank you to the mods, to Difa, and to Baekhyun for being easy.( Baekhyun can't move. He literally can't move a muscle. )
Regularly scheduled Xiuhan porn fic
Jun. 13th, 2016 03:45 pmTitle: Interlude
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2293
Summary: How is Minseok supposed to be responsible when Lu Han looks so good?
Author's Notes: Thanks/blame to Lu Han for the picture that inspired this, Riha for bringing Minseok into it, and my tlist for encouraging me.
( Lu Han has work to do and Minseok shouldn't bother him... )
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2293
Summary: How is Minseok supposed to be responsible when Lu Han looks so good?
Author's Notes: Thanks/blame to Lu Han for the picture that inspired this, Riha for bringing Minseok into it, and my tlist for encouraging me.
( Lu Han has work to do and Minseok shouldn't bother him... )
Title: Good (Good)
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3009
Warnings: Lu Han's fingers and prolonged use of them
Summary: Lu Han is a tease, and Minseok can't just let him get away with it. (AU in which Lu Han is still an idol but Minseok is not)
Author's Notes: Happy Lu Han's birthday, fandom! Inspired by this gif. Have some Xiuhan porn with the inevitable feelings. >.>;
( With Minseok, Lu Han has to know that he's not allowed to tease unless he's going to follow through... )
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3009
Warnings: Lu Han's fingers and prolonged use of them
Summary: Lu Han is a tease, and Minseok can't just let him get away with it. (AU in which Lu Han is still an idol but Minseok is not)
Author's Notes: Happy Lu Han's birthday, fandom! Inspired by this gif. Have some Xiuhan porn with the inevitable feelings. >.>;
( With Minseok, Lu Han has to know that he's not allowed to tease unless he's going to follow through... )
So, um, tentacles
Apr. 12th, 2016 02:02 pmTitle: Furlough
Pairing: Xiumin/Luhan/Lay
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4422
Warnings: tentacles and other weird alien biology, threesome relationship
Summary: Minseok docks for a night on the station, which means a long awaited night with Lu Han and Yixing.
Author's Notes: Forseokmonsters. Thank you to Mod Squid for organizing this round and to Lily for humoring me. Please don't mind the tentacles. >.>;;
( Thinking about your pilot boyfriend? )
Pairing: Xiumin/Luhan/Lay
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4422
Warnings: tentacles and other weird alien biology, threesome relationship
Summary: Minseok docks for a night on the station, which means a long awaited night with Lu Han and Yixing.
Author's Notes: For
seokmonsters. Thank you to Mod Squid for organizing this round and to Lily for humoring me. Please don't mind the tentacles. >.>;;( Thinking about your pilot boyfriend? )
Title: Fantasy
Pairing: Luhan/Xiumin
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3305
Warnings: public sex (but with no one else around)
Summary: Minseok is the answer to more of Lu Han's fantasies than he realized until now.
Author's Note: I've been posting my drabbles for the Xiuhan Daily Drabble Challenge only on AO3, but I figured this was long enough to merit its own post. Inspired by several of the prompts for Minseok's birthday, but especially Minseok being a brat with hot pink hair.
( Lu Han thinks Minseok is the cutest little pixie he's ever seen... )
Pairing: Luhan/Xiumin
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3305
Warnings: public sex (but with no one else around)
Summary: Minseok is the answer to more of Lu Han's fantasies than he realized until now.
Author's Note: I've been posting my drabbles for the Xiuhan Daily Drabble Challenge only on AO3, but I figured this was long enough to merit its own post. Inspired by several of the prompts for Minseok's birthday, but especially Minseok being a brat with hot pink hair.
( Lu Han thinks Minseok is the cutest little pixie he's ever seen... )
Xiuhan, now with magic
Feb. 4th, 2016 09:27 pmTitle: A World Like None That You've Ever Known
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 67,056
Warnings:many minor character deaths, violence, blood, even more nameless character deaths, excess cuddling
Summary: Prince Han has led an easy life as the youngest of six brothers in a peaceful kingdom, but all that changes when he and his men are attacked on the road home. Now he must rely on an elf named Minseok and other kind strangers to keep him safe, help him find his way home, and face what he finds there.
Author's Notes: If you follow my Twitter or AO3, you've already seen this, but I wanted to post it here for completion's sake. Thank you to Lily, Difa and Kayleigh for being hand-holders and test readers, and to everyone who read along while I posted chapters. ♥
( Let's believe that we're going to win. If we all believe, maybe it'll give us the strength to actually do it... )
Pairing: Lu Han/Minseok
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 67,056
Warnings:
Summary: Prince Han has led an easy life as the youngest of six brothers in a peaceful kingdom, but all that changes when he and his men are attacked on the road home. Now he must rely on an elf named Minseok and other kind strangers to keep him safe, help him find his way home, and face what he finds there.
Author's Notes: If you follow my Twitter or AO3, you've already seen this, but I wanted to post it here for completion's sake. Thank you to Lily, Difa and Kayleigh for being hand-holders and test readers, and to everyone who read along while I posted chapters. ♥
( Let's believe that we're going to win. If we all believe, maybe it'll give us the strength to actually do it... )
Title: Moonlight Thunder
Pairing: Luhan/Xiumin
Rating: NC-17
Length: 12,368
Summary: Lu Han hates his rival, Kim Minseok. Too bad merging his band with Minseok's may be the only way for Lu Han to keep performing.
Author's Note: Thanks to Difa and Kayleigh, and to Kendra for band naming advice. Thanks also to Lore for the great prompt! Originally posted here at deerofdawn.
( There's just something about his face and his hips and his arms and his smile and his attitude... )
Pairing: Luhan/Xiumin
Rating: NC-17
Length: 12,368
Summary: Lu Han hates his rival, Kim Minseok. Too bad merging his band with Minseok's may be the only way for Lu Han to keep performing.
Author's Note: Thanks to Difa and Kayleigh, and to Kendra for band naming advice. Thanks also to Lore for the great prompt! Originally posted here at deerofdawn.
( There's just something about his face and his hips and his arms and his smile and his attitude... )
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Dec. 21st, 2015 11:15 pmTitle: Take Flight
Pairing: Lu Han/Jongdae
Rating: R
Word Count: 18,924 words
Warnings: (highlight to read because spoilers) pre-fic minor (EXO) character death, description of burns and scarring, scarring-related body image issues, somewhat handwavey medical stuff
Summary: Trainee Lu Han has lost his confidence. Can a mysterious stranger named Jongdae help him find the courage he needs to make it to debut?
Author's Notes: Thanks to Lonio for many things, to Ash for singing technobabble, and to the probably too many other people I bothered about this fic over the year and a half plus it took me to write it. Inspired by and title taken from Phantom of the Opera.
( You really like to sing, don't you? )
Pairing: Lu Han/Jongdae
Rating: R
Word Count: 18,924 words
Warnings: (highlight to read because spoilers) pre-fic minor (EXO) character death, description of burns and scarring, scarring-related body image issues, somewhat handwavey medical stuff
Summary: Trainee Lu Han has lost his confidence. Can a mysterious stranger named Jongdae help him find the courage he needs to make it to debut?
Author's Notes: Thanks to Lonio for many things, to Ash for singing technobabble, and to the probably too many other people I bothered about this fic over the year and a half plus it took me to write it. Inspired by and title taken from Phantom of the Opera.
( You really like to sing, don't you? )
Have a thing
Dec. 17th, 2015 04:44 pmTitle: You
Pairing: Minseok/Baekhyun
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4478
Summary: Baekhyun is usually so sure of himself, but not when it comes to Minseok.
Author's Notes: Another fic rescued from the depths of my writing folder. Enjoy?
( They're so mismatched that it shouldn't work... )
Pairing: Minseok/Baekhyun
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4478
Summary: Baekhyun is usually so sure of himself, but not when it comes to Minseok.
Author's Notes: Another fic rescued from the depths of my writing folder. Enjoy?
( They're so mismatched that it shouldn't work... )
Alphas, yay?
Dec. 12th, 2015 11:00 amTitle: Match
Pairing: Minseok/Lu Han
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2499
Warnings: werewolf ABO stuff, knotting, Lu Han's stupid feelings
Summary: Lu Han is happy to have Minseok as his mate, but is he ready to deal with the reality of being an alpha with an alpha mate?
Author's Notes: I started this ages ago and then other people beat me to alphas!Xiuhan and I gave up, but...hey, why not?
( Lu Han is sure that Minseok is his mate, more sure than he's ever been of anything in his life... )
Pairing: Minseok/Lu Han
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 2499
Warnings: werewolf ABO stuff, knotting, Lu Han's stupid feelings
Summary: Lu Han is happy to have Minseok as his mate, but is he ready to deal with the reality of being an alpha with an alpha mate?
Author's Notes: I started this ages ago and then other people beat me to alphas!Xiuhan and I gave up, but...hey, why not?
( Lu Han is sure that Minseok is his mate, more sure than he's ever been of anything in his life... )
Xiuhaaaaaaaaan
Oct. 17th, 2015 08:00 pmTitle: Perfect
Pairing: Xiumin/Luhan
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4340
Warnings: mention of body image/weight issues, dirty talk, sappy talk
Summary: Minseok will never understand the way Lu Han looks at him.
Author's Notes: Thanks to Jenn and to everyone who encouraged me on Twitter!
( I always have a lot of feelings... )
Pairing: Xiumin/Luhan
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4340
Warnings: mention of body image/weight issues, dirty talk, sappy talk
Summary: Minseok will never understand the way Lu Han looks at him.
Author's Notes: Thanks to Jenn and to everyone who encouraged me on Twitter!
( I always have a lot of feelings... )
Seokmonsters Part 1
Oct. 12th, 2015 04:28 pmTitle: Ever After
Pairing: Xiumin/Luhan
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 20,264
Warnings: major character death (but there's life after death so it's okay)
Summary: Life and death separate Minseok and Lu Han, and it's up to love to bring them back together.
Author's Notes: Many thanks to Difa and Kayleigh for holding my hand through this and helping me when I got stuck. ♥ Originally posted here at![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
seokmonsters.
( The first time Minseok cries in front of Lu Han is the day he dies. )
Pairing: Xiumin/Luhan
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 20,264
Warnings: major character death (but there's life after death so it's okay)
Summary: Life and death separate Minseok and Lu Han, and it's up to love to bring them back together.
Author's Notes: Many thanks to Difa and Kayleigh for holding my hand through this and helping me when I got stuck. ♥ Originally posted here at
seokmonsters.( The first time Minseok cries in front of Lu Han is the day he dies. )
Title: All Together
Pairing: Junmyeon/Jongdae, Junmyeon/Baekhyun
Rating: R
Word count: 3787
Warnings: ABO werewolves, mating, sort of involuntary poly (due to mating bonds)
Summary: Jongdae always knew he'd meet a soulmate and later a mate. He finds his soulmate like any other young wolf, but finding a mate doesn't go at all the way he expects.
Author's note: This was originally started for the soulmates AU week back in July but then life ate me and I'm only finally finishing it now. Enjoy anyway?
( Jongdae, like many young wolves, meets his soulmate first... )
Pairing: Junmyeon/Jongdae, Junmyeon/Baekhyun
Rating: R
Word count: 3787
Warnings: ABO werewolves, mating, sort of involuntary poly (due to mating bonds)
Summary: Jongdae always knew he'd meet a soulmate and later a mate. He finds his soulmate like any other young wolf, but finding a mate doesn't go at all the way he expects.
Author's note: This was originally started for the soulmates AU week back in July but then life ate me and I'm only finally finishing it now. Enjoy anyway?
( Jongdae, like many young wolves, meets his soulmate first... )
Suchen Again
Oct. 1st, 2015 07:04 pmTitle: What Makes You Happy
Pairing: Junmyeon/Jongdae
Rating: PG-13
Length: 3774 words
Summary: Jongdae and Junmyeon broke up three years ago, but life gives them a chance to start again.
Notes: Originally posted here atcriticalcapture.
( I can't believe you convinced me to come to Japan in a typhoon... )
Pairing: Junmyeon/Jongdae
Rating: PG-13
Length: 3774 words
Summary: Jongdae and Junmyeon broke up three years ago, but life gives them a chance to start again.
Notes: Originally posted here at
criticalcapture.( I can't believe you convinced me to come to Japan in a typhoon... )
